its raining...

there was a time i believed rainy days are sad days. For the past few days in camp it always rained in the mornin so it kinda changes our program and we just go to breakfast straight. However the amazing thing tat happens everytime it stops rainin, i look out the window or walk along the corridor and its always there. A rainbow. It never fails to amaze me how wonderful it is tat a promise has been kept for so long. The first time it appeared was after the great flood and everytime i see it, it reminds me of His promises to me.

And reli my worries are just no more. But rather I'm blessed with the ppl i'm mixin with. From diverse places and all and its just interestin how things are unravelling. Slowly as the days go by I am more assured more "inspired" to aspire. Anyway yea i realise some of them keep askin me and reli they wonder if I've ever gotten angry b4 or scolded my recruits. Hahas i hv no idea why they say tat. BUt yea come the nxt phase I wonder if i can still stay cool headed and be open and learn. Coz after all i'm not as KILAT as you guys think coz reli I've lost touch with some basics. But yea gotta read up on em. And just come to Him if ever I feel low. And honestly its moment like this tat i enjoy becoz its this moments tat reli test my dependency on Him. Tat show tat He is there.

anyway things at home seem to be alrite but still it just seems like if only kinda feelin. Like there's lotsa things to do since the hse aint done and its just frustratin lar tat the ppl livin here don't wanna lift a finger. Hai dun wanna get worked up but yea just cast this care. Coz reli even my parents are startin to complain to me....it sucks lar(cant think of anythin else to say) but its just frustratin but oh wells no need to let it affect me coz honestly there's not much i can do but be there when i'm ard...

wells one other shock this wk, hahas apparently i got the best commander for the mth of april. Not sure how true tat is but its just shockin. THanks to my 2ic i suppose...hahas. Manz i wonder if anyone would complain abt me gettin tat but overall it doesnt matter lar. Hahas its just an unexpected bonus...

if its gonna rain like this durin my nxt phase manz i'll be a living greenhouse...hahas