somethin amazin

for the first time i think i appreciate weddings and somehow begin to think wat would mine be. Hahas i noe u'd be wondering why would some guy think of such things but today i found it interestin how the lord can bring 2 ppl together, who hv the same mind and same heart. its just amazin i guess. anyway how much i noe abt the 2 i cant say but as i think abt it wat would mine be? oh wells shall just leave it to Him i guess. And the lesson is tat the Lord noes and He knows its not good for man to be alone and in His time he'll send one so wats the rush when He has promised aye? So wats there to fret?

oh wells another thing i wanna say is tat God is working. He is and i cant deny it. And i also realise tat over the past wks i've been "bombarded" or shd i say hearin alot of ppl out on relevant things pertainin to wat i'm doin in church and i also realise tat the most impt thing in all this is discernment and to reli be wise in my dealings with ppl because it seems i'm in the frontline as one of em put it. OH wells am not here to prove myself because wats there to prove? But one step at a time and after all i'm learnin and i reli gotta ask for wisdom and discernment.

n yea i guess everyone will experience God in their own special way. I wont doubt my parents experience and system of belief and i guess i reli hv to be on bended knees to reli show me and show us. Sometimes i believe tat GOd has his purposes, and we cant be so assertive abt our ways because if u look at it its ur way not GOd's right? But sometimes i agree the easiest thing to do is run away and evade and be strong headed and be against everythin they say, but wat good would tat do? When we face reality it doesnt mean to fight it or wat not but i guess God puts us in situations to reli see how he'll do somethin new and I am hopeful not for the sake or for the fact i'm comfortin myself or wat because I believe and am convinced tat God will make a way when there seems to be no way and watever ppl say it wont bring me down even if i stumble He will lift me up.

Everything in its time....