i din expect to actually just sit in shock when i read the 2nd letter in 2 years stating the same reasons. So wats the plan? Wats the nxt step? Wat do I do now? Cant even think of a title now. My head was racing and my pulse i guess was racing. It felt as if i was sucked into a vortex of uncertainty. But its so easy to put it aside and say i've tried and start arrowing and blaming whatever and whoever...Because face it, bad things happen in life and who noes it could be good. But before it overwhelms me(which i'm sure it wont) I think I'll play a gideon and reli pray now and do wat Ps.46:10 does...


Be still and Know that I am God:I will be exalted among the heathen, I will be exalted among the earth.


I went through the test today and i had fun and actually quite blessed by the prayers and well wishe's of fren's. Anyway i'm just abit tired to go on typin anyway. I may hv started typin at 0057 but its now 0200...so yea i'm copin with it.and i'm facing it and i know God will comfort me in the best way He could. And I know I want His will and if His will is tat i dun get into this then so be it because after all i'm trustin in Him and holdin fast to his promise in rom8:28....

who else can keep me safe? in whose arms can i come to daily and snuggle up and rant and cry and lament? No one can replace the comfort only You can give. The comfort of God and Godly friends who can see and bear the pain u hv... In a crazy world like this where ppl chase for things tat wont last. I thank God tat even if i dun go further in my education I'm thankful I am chasing the one thing tat is certain in such an uncertain world. IN moments like this I can boldly speak and smile because its not the first time and God will make a way.

Isaiah 43: 19

It seems my life revolves on a few verses, but its better than havin none.