thoughts...

decided to rush typin this b4 i do anythin else lest i forget to write it down. I'd say this wk is reli interesting. Its interestin in the sense tat mishaps can happen to anyone and boy did it happened to me last tuesday. How a bus break down can change frm being on time to missing the last ferry "home"... WElls I was short on cash(wells i'm runnin on a bit of debts and i noe its poor stewardship but gotta work tat out soon) and I could hv taken a cab or called home. But knowing home has its troubles I'd rather just face the situation and hold up at changi beach till the first ferry "home". Now I knew I was sick and I had a bad tummy ache tat lasted the whole nite but thank God i managed to hold it up till i reached "home".

But anyway i could hv just sulked at the cicumstances I was facing or just felt horrible the night away but amazingly i didnt. wat initially was a bad situation became a moment of absorbing and being amazed at how wonderful the lord is. which made me send out those msg's to my dear ppl. ok i gotta qualify there are a number of dear ppl ard me but yea i just thought of em and wanted to share my joy. wells it was nice just thinkin of things being alone and absorbing the moments. Armed with an ipod and the swirling waves and a lamp post above my head i just sat and pondered. wells all i knew i was just thanking GOd for moments like this tat make life reli interesting and memorable. Cmon a broken down bus, a missed ferry and a night out at the most ulu part of singapore wat more can one ask?

anyway back at "home" i realised how lazy i've become. only today i wore my lunch clothes while the rest of the time i spent either sleeping or sleepin. But of course i did swim and run and went to the gym but i guess the other mishap that i wanna talk abt was how i forgot my wallet and i missed the ferry out on wednesday. The ferry tat would at least make me in time for prayer meetin. BUt oh wells disappointed as always i just sat in my bunk and spent time alone for a moment. and i guess i did share tat in moments such as this i find myself tested and tried. tested and tried as the devil begins to tempt. But thank God i resisted it. I fought it and almost daily i was faced with such situations in moments of inactivity. which makes me resolved to plan out my days for the rest of the remainin wks b4 i move on to the nxt phase of "trainin"...

anyway still hv some thoughts in my head and i noe there are things to think abt for the nxt few days and things to be done. yea....i'll come back to my thoughts later...i guess