bad bad bad bad....

firstly, i'm bad. secondly, i'm reli bad. thirdly, well still bad.

i hv no time to think now, coz am reli runnin out of time for this kind of things. everyday is just like a game of catch. catch it ur there. u dun. well. die lor. cant do anything. "i've done wat is humanly possible."

sighs. reli welled up with pressures here. not only am i cementin my rep as bad bad bad. i'm still not near tat pink of health i reli wanted. sigh. now am havin a pimple outbreak. great!. esp my nose since i blow it everynow and then the sensitive part is now swellling. boy does it suck. boy does it reli seem i m in heat and boy i cant take this anymore.

every mornin i wake up i tell myself just do it. it'll be fine. i'll survive. hai...everyone can survive. its just how they do it. i even pray and ask God, help me pull through today. Give me the strength and courage i need. but everyday well not all, i guess i've been broken inside out. or maybe, i was mended alr but i never used me...

hai, i'm reli reli discouraged now and every move i make its like i'm getting entangled in this mess. the mess i've made for myself...

hai, time...time...time...

bad bad bad...

incoherence once more...bleahx@

screw it...at the end of the day...when i put my cap on...its just me and my piece of paper...whr dat tells the world who i reli am...a bad bad bad bad......


oh one thing...i noe tat singapore cant tell substance frm mediocre and the completely horrible. its been evident for the past few wks. and today the completely horrible still stood!...

curse me or wat. but i bet a few ppl or maybe many will agree with me. its all so superficial huh? huh? huh?