Sunday, August 31, 2008

sot sot wk....

i think its the result of 2 duties in 3days plus the long nite last nite plus all the things ard me tat i feel so jaded...

forgive this thoughts and feelings and all this negativity tat is brewing in my mind. i realise i cant kp havin "sot sot" wks accordin to one person. and ya i guess i gotta learn to accept things as they are. coz i gotta face it. there are wks like this and i know that God will always hv somethin better in store and the reason i'm in such a circumstance is becoz he wants me to see the lessons tat are in store for me. Maybe i wont see it now but in time to come. like now why do i feel as if i'm so frustrated so feelin tat nth is workin and even doubtin the mandate given me. then again i remember this verse tat assures me tat everythin is in his hands not mine and there is no pt to be frustrated or so affected because God is in control and its HIs not mine and i take no credit nth at all.

unless God builds the house the laborers labour in vain.... PS 127:1....

and honestly i guess for the plans tat are set forth unless God builds and works and moves we labor in vain...and i guess tats the issue i'm tacklin within. trust. a crisis of belief. wells i guess not only tat. thoughts of wat i wanna be....oh wells....anyway was thinkin of this song lar will highlight the main pts....

and i guess wat i reli need is a good nights sleep....and spend tonight with Him...honestly today in service i reli missed Him. and i thank Him for lettin me know tat.

God, my God, I cry out
Your beloved needs You now
God, be near, calm my fear
And take my doubt

Your kindness is what pulls me up
Your love is all that draws me in
I will lift my eyes to the Maker
Of the mountains I can’t climb
I will lift my eyes to the Calmer
Of the oceans raging wild
I will lift my eyes to the Healer
Of the hurt I hold insideI
will lift my eyes, lift my eyes to You

God, my God, let Mercy sing
Her melody over me
God, right here all I bring
Is all of me
‘Cause You are and You were and You will be forever
The Lover I need to save me

‘Cause You fashioned the earth and You hold it together, God
So hold me now

I Will Lift My Eyes - Bebo Norman

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