hmmmmm

ok cant seem to sleep since i came back...must be becoz of the tea i drank and the tea tat was suppose to be ice water i drank back at the jap restaurant my frens and i went. well honestly dun wanna sleep coz my phone died and there's no alarm and i dun wanna be wake up late for church.

may wonder why at such an hr why am i typin...hmmmm i wonder too. oh wells i realised when i got back bros arent home just my parents and some other guy i've nv seen b4. ok feelin the effect of the nite wearin on me...or literally being up for 24hrs with i think 2hrs or rest??? geez....aint no super man.

anyway haven reli had a good rest for the past 3days...dun wanna complain or else my mom would nag me again and say why din i come home instead....wells ok made a few judgement calls today.

anyway in need of seeking again. after the msg at yaf and the circumstances and the things before it, it seems as if its another time of seeing God's hand at work.

anyway gonna get some shut eye before i collect my thoughts and just come to him...with all this worries...and i guess i'm not alone when it comes to this....thnk God...

oh wells lets see wat later brings...

it seems as though it's a guessing game
hoping for things that seem uncertain
but why do we still hold on to them
even when the times grow dim and troubling

faith is the substance that is hoped for
evidence of things not seen
show me your faith without your works
I'll show you my faith by my works

whr do i place my trust my all
in me myself alone or in creatures below?
or you creator the Lord of the world
who made the heavens and the earth

my rock, the chief cornerstone
now here i am on bended knee
I sin and still sin my Lord
create in me a new heart pure for thee

I cannot stand the pain i go
deliver my thoughts from temptation within
that my members wont sin against thee


anyway lotsa thoughts in my head...wanna just sit and pray abt it...i guess b4 i lay down later...its regardin some issues lar and some things tat somehow caught my attention today.

open the eyes of my heart Lord...