dun give me tat shag look...

17 days since i've last written here. cant seem to reli find time. sometimes it feels like i'm on a dessert plain wandering out in the wilderness. but its absurd to even think tat way. oh wells been havin back to back wks where things are just back to back. relishing a moment to just breathe and relax and find time to be doin wat I want.

anyway this wk aint no different. but yea been thinkin of lessons learnt and moments whr God was there. pretty basic stuff huh? wells was wonderin wat am i gonna be was wondering wats in store for me?

oh wells wat else can i do when I'm countin down the days whr I've enjoyed many blessings and am looking forward to more. be it good or bad they are in their ways blessings aye?

anyway my boys i guess are reli one of a kind, they're beginnin to sound like me and think like me which is scary...

anyway cant reli slp tonight...ya dunnoe why but the bed doesnt seem so beckoning hahas. oh wells I dunnoe wat tomolo brings or whr I'll be but watever it is though we're tired at the end of the day we're promised rest...wells lookin forward to this wkend...and in 2wks time its just letting the numbers fall off the walll and finally take a break frm all this and i guess get a spiritual recharge.

anyway here's a thought i was thinkin of on the bus trip home....

if it were only simpler to not have known all this,
to carry on goin the way I want,
to indulge to get lost in the crowd
and hv no worries or a lil voice that pricks my heart

if it were only simpler that things are going my way
where i could make things happen for me alone
where I hv no worries no burdens to carry
and people need not bother for my soul
for this life is for me alone

but you've won me
You've set a mark on me
You bought me with the price of your blood
Oh why saviour did you bother to die for a wretch like me?
Coming down from your glory to set this sinner free
I can't understand this great redemption plan

Even now on my knees I plead that you'll
Guide my feet and direct my path
For you are the example, the healer of souls
The sinless man, the hope for all

If ppl saw how simple it was to be on our knees
asking Christ for everything
Even when we are weak, He makes us strong
Even when we sin and are sinning, He pleads on our behalf

You gave the word, you are the word
You prayed for me and still are on your knees
You are my king and you rule my life
even though I still flee and rebel
You will never let me go for everything was done
the day you were nailed on that cross
I can never thank you enough nor say i deserved it at all
yet the love you show I must now reflect it to all


oh wells few more hrs before i'm off to my sunny island...reli need your strength...and yea i reli wanna thank you for everything. it may feel tat i'm alone sometimes but somehow u find a way to remind me tat you are jehovah jireh...we all know the correct answers, we all know wats there to say but do we reli tell him all our struggles or just let pass and say nvm...anyway i guess even when we're tired of life and the things ard us, God does say dun give me tat shag look...i'm with you always...wat a promise aye?