the story so far..

finally havin a night where my mind's blank frm wat to write...no big issues...none that i'm worryin abt or wat not. but ya just knowing that in 70days tats all the days left for me to be careful in wat i do as i embark on another interestin walk. even when i feel like i'm the most inadequate person to do this and fearing tat ppl wont step in and help and not knowin wat to do it'll be just another event tat come's and goes. The confidence i hv now is not within me but in the person who's called my name. even though i feel like its reli big how do i start and how do i carry on...it doesnt matter how i feel anymore...because he just wants me to do while He does the rest....

and today he showed me a glimpse of wat to do and i noe he will instruct me and guide me in the way i should go. i pray the Lord build the house so the laborers wont labor in vain...anyway here's a song i kinda like. its by a backstreet boy...hahas anyway its kinda related to wats reli in my head. so wat if its successful and the plans all fall into place...if God isnt in the midst of it then its just vanity....

In Christ alone will I glory

Though I could pride myself in battles won

For I’ve been blessed beyond measure

And by His strength alone I’ll overcome

Oh, I could stop and count successes like diamonds in my hands

But those trophies could not equal to the grace by which I stand

Chorus:

In Christ alone

I place my trust

And find my glory in the power of the cross

In every victory

Let it be said of me

My source of strength

My source of hope

Is Christ alone

In Christ alone do I glory

For only by His grace I am redeemed

For only His tender mercy

Could reach beyond my weakness to my need

And now I seek no greater honor in just to know Him more

And to count my gains but losses to the glory of my Lord