one last ingredient i almost forgot...

while goin to SL today i had no idea i would be in for a treat with the kids i've been with...though i've been there only a couple of sessions...i'd say tat everytime i go there...its reli worth the enjoyment...esp learnin how to be a child and talkin to em in child language...like how do u motivate a 4-5yr old into doin things...do we say stop go jump? hahas...anyways i guess all i can leave here are just some of the photos of the faces tat just inspire me dat i can do something amazing in the lil lives ard us lar...wells anyway though it may not link to wat i recently blogged but i'd say it shares a common theme...the theme of ending...coz as soon as nxt sat begins...my SL ends...but i'd say my journey wont stop as a volunteer...coz finally i realised dat nothin beats the joy of seeing smiles...i wish jonathan was there as well...this are some of the other special ppl i met...n its reli interestin tat whenever i go and see em...they'd call my name...and one of em gave me a new name as well... :)wells one thing i learnt frm em is dat...u gotta be in their world...not bring em to urs...but i noe there's a limit...and i m learning still how to teach em...and i learn each time somethin new abt em...they believe u...they trust u just like dat...they are easily satisfied with the lil things dat we sometimes overlook...and they want u to play with em...and when they hold ur hand with their lil hand...its reli somethin...

silly billy...u called me nicholas tan today...






and i guess the teachers would be relieved dat finally i ve got nothin to distract me anymore...hai...whr would dat leave me?...wells i guess its abt time i just sit and focus on dat other dream...but oh wells its not always abt me anyway...i guess m happy dat i was part of something...someone...and em glad to be alive and kickin...and gettin all this opportunities...

wells July nvr felt so fulfillin b4...even as it draws nearer...i guess its all abt makin the most out of everythin life can throw at u and say...thank you God...for the ppl...for the lessons...the failures...everything...

the more i count the blessings...the more i realise life is not so bad as it seems...n i hope dat i be one to you...you somewhr out there...

blood...drawn frm our veins...reminding us dat we'll always be hungry...

believe...do...and keep the faith...hold on...understand...n most of all just live it regardless...after yesterday evenin and today this is wat i learnt so far...