14.07.06

somehow this feelin cannot be put down in black and white...it was undescribable...unforgettable...one of a kind...somethin new...diff...and for the first time i knew i gave my all to this...

the experience of just goin through this ordeal together is reli somethin...the pain...the tears...the blood...sweat...uncertainties...u name it...we went through it...rem the moment b4 the curtains opened...even b4 we were on...the precision clock work of the crew to set it all up for us to tell our stories...to show wat we hv found...

i din see just any group...we were frens...we bithced...we cursed...we criticised...we screamed..we got angry....and best of all we made it together as one...and i guess the difference was all dat...we were one...frm the crew to the cast...though we had our differences or watsoever...we still knew we need each other...

wells wat i can sum up frm this experience is dat i m reli reli blessed tat i am able to experience this with a grp of special ppl frm different walks of life...diff personalities...diff backgrounds...diff lvls of thinkin if u noe wat i mean...i noe almost everyone will go on and acct all this somewhere...be it in their blogs...diaries or wat...but i noe this feelin....will be etched in my heart and stamped...2006 the yr we realised a dream...found wat we were lookin for and learning dat it was in there...all this time...it was the first thing we packed...remember?

i'm gonna miss all this...n the more i think of this...it makes me wonder when will i do such a thing again...who noes 2 times 10 maybe more...whether or not i do get another opportunity such as this...nothin can replace this...

so wat now? after livin a dream...knowin dat we can put our all in this...we better not lose it again...coz how else are we goin to go on?

desire...passion...inspiration...courage...

family...u'll always be...just like a layered cake...we all fit into this bite size piece...

this goes out to u all...although it sounds muffled...its reli a searchin song for us now...coz after this wat nxt?

"and of course we all finally can write- we made a difference...lol"