update

been awhile since i'm able to sit down here and recollect. Things been passing by so fast that i realise that I can barely keep up or catch my breath. I reli need the discipline. To discipline my life ever more. Work load is piling, pressure from all sides not to mention my own self presurring myself. Oh wells cant wait for the holidays. Finally some quiet and peace. Really need a retreat from all this noise.

So where to? Thinking of just going for a day or so where I'd just sit and quieten myself.

Anyway thank God for how things have turned out, the youth ministry, and how God's given 2 for me to walk with this year. Praying that they'd grow and that our friendship and relationship will be wholesome and God honoring. Joy is gonna start nxt mth, suppose to prepare the over all scope for the year am really taking my time for this. ANd there is amazing race to think abt. then this wk, i've got kids church and sunday sch.....

I wonder, am i doin too many things that i'm just like martha? tat i forget the need to sit at HIs feet like mary?

wells back to the main pt, i'm too spread that i've lost the focus...it seems i cant get back to focus again. Wells praying God be my guide and my protection tat i not forget how good he's been to me so far. And that He has allowed things to happen for His glory and I shd not be lazy but keep laboring and pressing on and worryin wont help me....

oh wells hols looking forward to tat....