converstions with the conscience (CONT'd)

Have you ever had that feeling where you come to a particular place you just feel awkward? I don't know how do I explain it but i'll try to over here.

It's so funny how I ended up in that place to begin with. I only went there during the weekends and it was just normal. Stop for gas, eat at the diner. But then one day I went to this shop. It sold interesting things. It was as if this shop knew what I was interested in. It even could read what I was feeling on that day. So that's how it began. My relationship with this little shop at this particular place.

So one day I was browsing at their book section. And I picked up this book and began to read it. So it began with a questionaire with deep searching questions. So in my mind I answered them. So from the shop, I began to be infatuated with the book. Every I tried to find my way to that shop and find that particular book. IT was as if the book knew me, but then things turned getting out of hand. I just could not understand why this book started to have a mind of its own. Why was the book tryin to dig deep into my life?

It was scary. Somehow the book had a hold on me. Even after I stopped visiting the store and picking up the book. The pages seemed to bug me and words from that book kept coming back. So I screamed and I cried and just ignored the voices coming from it. It was fun, but I've had enough and the book really freaked me out. Get away.

Then I never heard from the book again....

So do I ever come back to that place? I guess never. It's just uncomfortable and haunting. My experience with that book was just a part of it. Maybe I'm just too ashamed to admit that I actually liked and enjoyed that book. But oh wells, only a few people will ever know like the next story I'll tell you....

Day and night I've been waiting for you but somehow I'm allowing you to do what you like, but heed this warning:

You will never experience the blessing of me smiling at you. Nor will you ever sense my presence in your life. You have rejected the warnings of your friends. Rejected the wisdom of your parents. You have chosen your path and that path leads only to destruction.

You know this yet you continue to run away from the truth. You enjoy it and are too proud to admit your folly. Everything is temporal in this earth. So shall be your happiness. You will be miserable and despised and forever this shall be your curse.

So I floated around and tada I'm in an island. Believe it or not it has everything! Shopping, spas, tanning saloons, a pool and of course the beach. It even has a banana boat ride and water skiing. So exciting! Ah what a holiday....