beautiful minds...

i discovered somethin really wonderful today. in simplicity life is gr8. realised this thought for the past few wks while i went back to doin somethin i loved a long time back. now in touch with it again, a part of me starts to beat. a part of me begins to feel again. today wat i saw, were not imperfect ppl...they were in their v.own beautiful ppl with wonderful minds.

it is ppl like us who believe we are able to do everythin tat shd be ashamed of our abilities. i mean i look at them with respect and admiration. their smile, their gratitude, it can all be spelt out so easily. i mean its we who label them. its as if they had a choice. we label ppl as we perceive them but never for once looked at ourselves and like reli think of the abilities we hv and why we arent usin em... worse... we kp on living not thanking those tat got u to whr u were... well i guess i m guilty of dat too...

somethin struck me today... i think i'd had enough of being a back bencher and watching others future be ruined becoz of my apathy. not sayin i m doin justice or wat but i honestly feel dat we shd stop expecting things for ourselves and accept tat we didnt make the best of it and just move on hoping tat the others will have a better day.

the silence today was deafening... it was as if the whole world was on me... sometimes i wonder if i did the right thing?

i believed that believing was something i wanted to believe in and not just make believe that wat i was believing was nothing worth believing in the first place. if we believe then what does it mean to believe in the beliefs we have? its a qn i m askin myself...

i believe there was a reason we kp holding on... and i m thankful u had come and the more i am ard u i realise the imperfections in me. i see my flaws whenever i m with you. but i m happy u accept me as i am... i guess if i didnt mean anything, you would hv gone away a long time ago...

in weaknesses therein lies the opportunities... i see wat it means now...

we all hv minds, but all minds are not one. unless we align, than it will be beautiful to see, minds as one.

admit this sometimes i wish i was born with a disability so that i would treasure every part of me... if we understand the life we live, it'd be meaningful enough coz we chose to understand it the way we want it...

last thought... passion. if passion is there to make the change it will happen. but how can one candle do it to blaze the way for a new direction? passion... if u have it, nothin will stop u. but like a candle passion lasts only for so long... how then can we carry on this flame? pass it on?

well i learnt this faith lesson, we must conquer our "gezers" and cross our jordans. i have reached my jordan....

it feels good to be able to feel my heart again... i noe i can make this happen... not for myself... not for you only... but most imptly its all for YOU...