a wk on...

I cant believe how the new puzzle is slowly coming to place. I can't believe that there are ppl in this tgt with me yet it'll take alot of convincing(not tat i'm selling some new thing or wat but to make them trust the Lord more than in me) and prayer for the rest of the things to fall into place.

anyway wanted to say a wk on frm my philippines trip and it seems like yesterday since I've returned. What has changed, what has happened so far? Have I changed? Have I done wat I'm supposed to?

wells the Lord reminded me of who I reli am. or more like the Lord showed me tat i cant keep sitting ard idling away and expect things to happen. Its more get off your bum, start doin and fill ur mind with the right things bro...

burning bridges, building up defenses, strengthening the mind and suffering the flesh. ok all so figurative but truthfully in this walk of faith we must trust that in what we want(as long as its in line with God's will) we know He is watching over it and it's Him tat is completing the work in us but it doesnt mean we lie ard doin nth coz tats not biblical(correct me if i'm wrong). coz its the same as sayin this and tat abt somethin yet ur not involved and not doin anythin so does ur sayin hv any value? 

and i'm reminded in james tat we shdn't be hearers but doers of the word lest we deceive ourselves. Practical no? hehe

anyway thoughts of my SG are coming back again. Kuya Mark tat chat reli lar....like dat lar....hai i wanna connect with you guys again. But oh wells i'm getting busy with the youth stuff dito tat how i wish wat i saw sa lcdc can be replicated here. But here's the reality tat I am reminded time and time again. 1. culture 2. upbringing and 3. priorities...haiya dun wanna compare but wat to do. and a.karis wat u said wat if ppl dun wanna hear wat i hv to say? 

anyway hv to contextualize it here to the culture and stuff. anyways i reli miss the philippines. but we must press on. we must becoz if we keep looking back, i just recall lot's wife....

i still cant thank God enough. He is good. and i treasure every opportunity you give me Lord. and Kuya mark. grabe. :) 

anyway as i look ahead, i got a youth outreach nxt sat, my baptismal on sunday(grabe my testimony took a page and a half in the newsline...) but oh wells maybe put it here tomolo. 

i'm thinkin of you guys.....haiz. ANd I thank God for it. wondering how u all are doin! pipz, emie, irene, k.mark, a.karis, kevin... good memories are a gift! bad memories make u remember His grace. Memories are His way of telling us I was there all along!