1yr 10mths u were always there...

its another close to a chapter. another piece in this big puzzle tats been laid out for me. this will always be a tagline in my blog....

i just glanced through my previous entries a yr back and i realised wow. Who is tat guy talkin there? Who is that person always so cool abt things happening ard him and the confidence he has in his God? And why is his outlook always so positive? What makes him say those things?

1yr 10mths. What a transition, what a phase in life, what a walk with my God!

I'm still in a reflective mood. Cant stop thanking God for everything He has done for me in this chapter of my life. Of the ppl i've met along the way. Of the grace that I've experienced. Of the ability to serve in the church during this time of busy-ness. Honestly I owe it all to His grace than anything. Its not tat I deserve it but seeing that He has granted the requests I hv desired in my heart, that I wanna hold on to Him forever.

Hai. Cant believe its over. Cant believe it. But ya its finally over.

So how does it feel to be normal?
I do wonder what is normal? Does it mean being in charge of my life? Being able to be away frm systems, protocols, routine? Honestly I dunnoe. a part of me doesnt want it to end. yet a part of me accepts that though its the end of service of my full-time stint, its the beginning of another phase in the defence of this nation...

ok i'm reli being random now but yea. its just amazing. Tats the only word i can think of. Amazing.

So wats nxt? For the moment its finishing this yr. esp in the youth ministry. i reli thank God for wat he has done for the youth ministry this year. You never left us though many ppl have left. and yea i'm looking forward to this period of uncertainty. I'm also waiting for the interview results for my teaching thing. shd i look for a job? wells maybe maybe not. anyway i just wanna say thank you Lord.

I wish i could hv written it in more detail(and coherence) but i just cant seem to piece em all together. These memories will always remind me of a time when you were so close. Even the grace of allowing me to visit my spiritual heritage near the end of this journey is reli epic! I'm amazed that you a God so holy, would do this just for me...

I thank you and praise you! U were always there. Frm 13th Jan 2007 till 12th Nov 2008. You were there. I love you! I cherish you. And I cant thank you enough for all this.

And as I look on, in your time lord!

You have shown me Lord for this past yr and 10mths that you do indeed make all things beautiful even me Lord. And I thank you for the work you're doing in me. And I know this blessing wont stop here. In your time a beautiful thing will happen in the lives of others and I know I must kp sharing this joy with em and pt them to the source of all this joy. The Joy of being in Him, the joy of being a soldier, slave for Him. and you hv indeed kept your word you've given me. Ps32:8. In your time Lord. In your time.

I wish i could put a pic. But yea. till nxt time.