how lovely are the mountains are the feet of him!

was thinkin of this song yesterday when the instructor was sharing abt isaiah52:7


Isa 52:7
How beautiful upon the mountains are the feet of him that bringeth good tidings, that publisheth peace; that bringeth good tidings of good, that publisheth salvation; that saith unto Zion, Thy God reigneth !

and i suppose no matter how bad the news seems to be, coz reli it seems the past wk dun reli hv good news to speak abt but i'm just blessed to know that no matter how bad it seems God is in control and He reigns. Anyway realised when ur not feelin well u cant reli enjoy much. Remembered b4 i slept yesterday or to be exact this mornin, how uncomfortable my tummy felt tat i just felt like takin a knife and stabbin it. Wells maybe i may be exaggeratin but with this uncomfortable feelin its difficult to concentrate. But yea even so I was thinkin of Paul when he was speakin of a thorn in the flesh and how His grace is sufficient for me. But just looking forward the nxt 2 wks wont be easy. Not only hv i gotta think abt my health but also the boys and my peers. anyway hopefully by then news will change. but despite all this i'm thankful. coz i noe HE reigns. and yea gonna see the doc on the island this wk if it persists. hahas.

anyway yesterday met up with some of my frens frm my staje alumni. hahas i realised all of em alr hv a place in a uni or are alr goin in for some course. then i was thinkin geez watabt me? hahas. i've been rejected twice and my future seems pretty shady. and my parents want me to consider other possibilities such as goin overseas to earn a degree. but i know dats not wat I want to do because I dun wanna waste my years for myself. But who noes? Even so I dun even know wat degree I want to take. BUt i wanna be a teacher. I wanna influence and move lives. But as I was thinkin a lil abt it I was sure that there is no cause for worry. I've entrusted it to Him and I am sure given tat He has given me Is58:11 and if the Lord wills he will direct my path like he has always done. but yea i felt the pinch. but I know He will carry me through to the nxt stage in my life. And i wonder will i degenerate like my elder bro or be the same person I am now or grow even more in Him? hahas wells i wonder and i pray the Lord never let me go and pray tat I will never let Him go and put in me the desire the heart, the will.

i guess i'll end here lest all the random thoughts begin haahs. thnx for your prayers.