drained...

gruelling, tiring, draining etc. You name it and i can't believe i survived it. Thank God. Was thinking of a comparison right now to wat i'm feeling and i was reminded of this song. kinda familiar but reli i'm just drained out frm the 2wks of activity.

missed home, missed the outside world but most of all missed the wkends whr I could just spend it with my family, frens and most imptly rechargin as i draw frm tat eternal source. But God had his way in ministering to me this past 2wks and even though i realised wat a temper I hv and how MGish my mouth is, and how a slip of profanities or two slipped out. God's gracious.

but thank God always for going through this 2wks the way i did. will highlight some events, the first time i met the coy, i think they thought i was a madman. A crazy guy who has a loose tongue as his weapon and just someone with talk no substance. But i guess after this 2wks they'd understand why i pick on the slightest details and reli get on their nerves. And how durin this wk how it felt like a eternal battle to play along the thinest line and not go overboard. But yea, prayin tat this boys of mine when they pass through my hands they'd take away somethin they'd kp with em for the rest of their lives.

anyway was reflectin, after the past wk, i was thinkin was this who i wanted to become? is everythin according to wat I want or am I missing the pt? hahas deep thought justin is in... hahas
ok take a seat deep thought justin. anyway another highlight was the sprain and the disappearance of the uncomfortable tummy. wells i may look like i'm in good walkin condition(only reason is becoz i've been on the ankle brace for a wk.anyway the interestin abt the sprain was tat it happened on the eve i was gonna take my ippt to at least confirm my promotion but i guess God has his purpose. yea talked abt tat alr and yea another highlight was how i spent my birthday. Hahas. Took a nights off hopin to chill somewhr with my camp frens or anyone but in the end couldnt think of anythin so decided to think of spendin the night at the beach just spendin time with Him. BUt yea b4 dat went to satisfy my cravin. treated myself to 12bucks of burger. ahahs with extra onion rings...and i think wat caught me was how i wished myself. okok nvm probably u wont understand it till u face it hahas.

ok just tired. probably would be concussed till afternoon or so...hahas kiddin lar...hai came back to a mess reli gettin on my nerve. and dun like ppl usin things tat dun belong to em. reli gets my boilin but yea. gotta be patient i guess...

anyway would update another day hahas. i think i've lost my voice or somethin...

anyway a fren just reminded me of a fact. wells its not as bad as it seems but when was the last time we 4 hv appeared together? it seems we're living separate lives under one roof. and only when we need to accomplish our own need we appoach each other. i miss it, and i guess sometimes i just wanna hide it but tonight its right there....anyway yea shall pray abt this tonite...

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