watch and pray....

Will kp this short because I'm kinda runnin out of time. Still lazy to take public transport outta here to camp. Say its because I'm just dreading goin back. If only everyday was sunday. I feel tat this yr is the yr my work with the youth starts. There are many exciting things waiting in the wings and I just cant wait. And I know there is reli things to hope for because God is movin.

ANyway its just been 2wks and the thing that GOd has put in my heart has been actualize and am reli watchin wat else He has in store. Yesterdays yf session was reli nice, and I realise tat I've come to terms with my past and tat I am not ashamed of it. I admit it yet after all the sharing I just feel tat I need God even more now. SO that the fire will kp burnin. Gonna be 2wks b4 i see the youths again.

ANyway I've realised i've hurt another close fren of mine. As much as i had wanted to do the project, it just seemed impossible to come to a common time and moment to spend time on it. Haven't reli reconciled but I pray tat i would be able to speak to him because everytime there is a call frm him the time doesnt allow us to even talk or my mind is on something else. I don't know but is this how God wanted it to be?

There are things I know i can never control. Tat's why I watch and pray. As much as I can plan, things can always happen. Tat's life sometimes. Its just how we overcome the changes and kp lookin forward.

I can never run frm the things tat occured
What happened happened
If it happens let it happen
But remember is it because of Him

THe one who made the earth go round the sun
ANd made the stars to shine by night
The one who made us who we are
And gave us life again

IF he's in control then why do we still hold on
To the things we want just let it go
Let God...

If its your choice to watch and pray
So will I because it seems like the best way
For us to watch and wait
For the promises to be fulfilled

Just as ABraham, Isaac and Jacob did
So shd we...
Everythin in His time...

You make all things beautiful
In Your Time
Lord Please Show me everyday
That You'll Do just what you say In your time...

Let's just be true to ourselves. Let's not hurt one another but rather respect each other. If ever we were meant to be together, Let God show us the way. For He is God and He is in Control. Therefore just watch and pray!