Its funny, reli it is. My upcoming december would be one busy one. Laden with much uncertainty. There is a performance, my new boys and a project to do plus the building, mainitaining and renewing of friendships/relationships. Honestly as the year is drawing to an end, I've been thinking of the prayers I've prayed at the beginning. The thing abt consistency, I believe God's given me a particular consistency that I am please abt. And I remembered that I did ask for it. And honestly thinking of the opportunities of being involved in the activities and reli reli missing church ppl, its reli somesort a blessing. ANd it seems my life on the island seems to be blessed as well, as I said in my previous post, I was privelleged to hv met these boys and I pray that they carry on frm whr they left. And I won't say I did it all, there was of course the meetin of my fellow frens on that island as well who hv put their share of work. So for my dec, I just pray that the one thing that kps irking me and kps making me go back to the same crossroad just goes away/calms down/just gets answered. BUt watever it is, I know He'll give wat's best. I can only do so much to plan ahead. Am reli excited abt the prospect of inspiring more lives. Maybe in future who noes wat part I'll play in ppl's lives. But all in all I just pray that I'll be satisfied. And being satisfied is reli difficult in context to our times. And reli sometimes I just pray that I dun be too proud and noe my limits...And just be teachable...

Do we rely on signs to decide our lives?
If so how who sends them?
Do they come by chance?
If so are they dictated by some being?

How does he know us?
Do I assume its a he or a she?
How does it do it?
Because it can be anything or anyone...

Just a random thought... honestly some ppl will never think beyond a certain line, once the reach it they will push further upwards but end up only diggin deeper beyond tat line becoz they can never find an answer to the question they are asking... Dats the world today and its seen everywhr...

As artists, if we drive our art by the hate we harbor against the world, wat good would you do to this world that has more than enough hate?

An after thought of today's fact frm a survey in an art sch. And its sad to say art tends to the individual, and the over indulgence in the self only ends up in repeating what some greats could never come to...