Saturday, November 24, 2007

in summary...

I don't intend to make this long. But if I do, I guess its just in the flow.

Anyway, do you know how it feels to see lives changed? Wells today on our march back, I felt it, and if I hadn't held back I would hv teared all the way back in camp. Over the past wk, I saw the fruits of labor and hardwork. I wouldn't say it was all mine and I do not wish to take all the credit for their success. As much as I am proud of wat I've done, I m more proud of them for reaching whr they are now. Thank You.

If you hadn't taught me, hadn't moulded me the way I am, hadn't touched my life, I would not have been able to do wat I've done. And as much as I see them grow day by day, I honestly owe their success to You.

How could I describe them to you all. You just hv to see em. And I can say that they hv made my vision come true. As much as they get moody and stuff and become ill-disciplined and slow and watsoever, I can see that growth.

As much as there is to celebrate, there are things that go through my mind, like after this now wat? How do I carry on to my next batch of boys? How do I treat em? Becoz they will be different from this special lot.

Only YOu can show me how.

Sometimes,

weeks pass by so quickly, that the things you wanna share just build up. ANd when the time comes to tell it, you just cant or the opportunity slips pass. Sometimes it gets how do you explain it, the feeling when you just wanna share...share with someone who would just listen. BUT that's not quite a prob. Gettin used to it. Just sharing here and there and as I realise I end up tellin the same ppl the same thing again...

Strength and discipline and humility.

As empty as my life shd be, I say it isnt.

Its as fulfilling as pursuing a degree, a career, a life partner...

Its how we see it, approach it, do it....

Perspective...

HOnestly to my boys,

From the bottom of my heart I pray that you gain some meaning from your years whr you are.

SO in summary....

That's abt it...

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