qn marks...

honestly its been almost half a yr doin wat i'm doin. Not reli sure if i'm beginnin to like it or wat, but somehow with the monotonous kind of routine life n most of the time being away frm ppl whom u wish to see and connect with, not reli sure how long can i hold on. BUt honestly am reli thankfully tat I do hv ppl who remember me in prayer and at times try to encourage me and kp me goin on.

I wouldnt say that my path is easy. Its basically an expressway with many exits and if i'm not careful i may miss an impt turn or be sucked into the caravan tat i din wanna go. BUt so far this kind of life has made me sit in wonder, even in times of just sittin down and admiring the stars at night, a gentle breeze brings me to wonder of the comfort of being hugged.

I'm not sayin i'm caged or wat, but yea though at times i may not be ard sometimes i wish i was.

Apart frm the present i've never reli thought abt the future... Even as much as i wished my life was pretty set and assured i.e know wat course i'll be goin to or wat i'd be doin for the rest of my life, one thing is for certain is tat anythin can happen. All i can do for now is live each day one day at a time and let the choices i make today influence the future that i m so excited to explore...

I guess i dun hv much time to reli sit and recollect and recount my life. Its been v.fast. And its almost comin to the end of the yr and i'll be enterin the last quarter of 2007. So i still wonder how much hv i changed? HOw much hv i grown in wisdom and in spirituality? How abt my conduct? How abt my relationships with my family? Friends? Honestly sometimes I wonder why we wait till the last minute to recall all this? oh wells i guess i cant reli express myself much...

Though many things are in my head and like i noe this phase of my life is gonna send me to another place after i graduate nxt thurs...Though i may not know whr i go or wat tomorrow will bring, honestly i'm just leaving it alone and just do wat i can for today...

HOnestly i miss alot yet as much as i miss it i wonder wat i am missin...oh wells here's a song tat sorta touched me and reminded me of the wks i've been away...somehow overall this song sums up wat i reli wanna say....


I Know Who Holds Tomorrow
words and music by Ira Stanphill

I don't know about tomorrow,
I just live from day to day.
I don't borrow from it's sunshine,
For it's skies may turn to gray.
I don't worry o'er the future,
For I know what Jesus said,
And today I'll walk beside Him,
For He knows what is ahead.

Refrain
Many things about tomorrow,
I don't seem to understand;
But I know Who holds tomorrow,
And I know Who holds my hand.

Ev'ry step is getting brighter,
As the golden stairs I climb;
Ev'ry burden's getting lighter;
Ev'ry cloud is silver lined.
There the sun is always shining,
There no tear will dim the eyes,
At the ending of the rainbow,
Where the mountains touch the sky.

Refrain
Many things about tomorrow,
I don't seem to understand;
But I know Who holds tomorrow,
And I know Who holds my hand.

I don't know about tomorrow,
It may bring me poverty;
But the One Who feeds the sparrow,
Is the One Who stands by me.
And the path that be my portion,
May be through the flame or flood,
But His presence goes before me,
And I'm covered with His blood.

Refrain
Many things about tomorrow,
I don't seem to understand;
But I know Who holds tomorrow,
And I know Who holds my hand.