how far can i go...

the nxt few wks would prove to be the toughest and most memorable ones*(i pray). Just thinking abt wat i will be doin in the nxt 3 wks makes me feel as if i'm starin up mount everest. With all this talk of doin our best and performing wat we hv learnt, its just pressure to be prepared and to survive.

I guess i wont be ard to know wats goin on ard me, will probably lag behind in many things. I guess it would be tiring. I guess it would be reli reli tough. I guess it wont be as easy as it seems. Though i wont be near nor will i be contactable for sometime, i guess it would be a way of learnin how its like not to be close to home?

goin to a faraway place but not for long... the challenge is overcoming myself becoz i can feel the fears filling me...

i noe the voices are not mine, the voice tat whispers in my head are not mine. Its just a voice dat only wants me to stop believing that i can. Yet out of all the noise one voice is still clear to me. The voice tat gets me goin for the past few wks and so on...

oh wells....

if others hv survived. so can i. God will protect me and give me strength...