tryin too hard...

sometimes we just try too hard to do things. for instance i think for the past hr or so i was tryin too hard to come up with something to blog. like for instance i could blog abt my wk. and i noe i cant reveal too much or mention anythin much either than just trainins and more trainins. Wat type? wells i wont say it either. or maybe i could talk abt wat i wrote in my journals, then again i may say too much and it may not be right to put it for all to read. Then again, i wonder wat would i say tat would make someones day? Then again i think it would be tryin too hard once more and may lose its sincerety becoz right now makin someone's day is kinda diff for me. Esp when ur tired and reli need some rest and dun need ppl to nag you or irritate u esp when u find out things tat are not suppose to occur, occur. hmmmmmm interestin train of thought....

anyways right now i'm a lil flustered over things at home. lest to say its pretty not yet a home but yet again it still is a place to stay? anyway as i'm typin i'm wonderin if my laundry is doin fine. one more load and some ironing tomolo and then its back to camp!

hmmmm anyway i guess dats for now b4 i try too hard again. anyway realised some ppl do try too hard to get wat they want. i guess enjoyment comes frm just doin ur best and lovin wat u do. hahas not sayin i love wat i'm doin right now but ard with the ppl in my bunk it reli makes me wanna kp goin and not try too hard. hahas.

ok will end now....