of war, tears and happiness (2)

"to be honest our section may not be as enthu as the rest but we are certainly kilat in comparison to the rest in the things that matters..."

"our section unlike others doesnt hv conflicts among the rest...we motivate one another and get along well..."

"we are kilat..."

wat a day today.somehow i guess this may be the last time the 11 of us would sit in our gear sweaty and tired and sharing wat we've been through and how we hv got to know one another. Frm the first bed to the last and frm all the things we faced and under one of the "xiong" trainers around in our company, kinda glad tat all of us are alive to tell the stories. And out of all the sections we hv the least ppl who got out of course.

Anyway just glad and really thankful for the people who are in my bunk. I guess it does make the overall experience i had more "easy". Although we were individuals in our own ways, when it came to workin together, we just did so. ANd yea this goes out to all of u guys manz.ITs a salutation to the kilatos of platoon 1 B coy!

We know it for ourselves dat among the rest our drills are the best. And honestly wat lies ahead i don't know. But as much as we think our experience in this coy was horrible, just being among u ppl was one of the drivin forces and yea wat an experience.

As we prepare to march our final march together come tue, i'd say dat watever lies ahead would be no kick coz we've been through b coy. Wat could be worse? :D

Kinda feelin delirious right now, prolly frm accumulated tiredness and the feelin of havin a long break and a wk to reli look forward to!

Somehow the thought of feeling alone b4 was stupid. But yea... they too were a factor in my life as a trainee in this coy. N wat could i do without em.

anyway i guess am not done with this yet. Shall settle down now and will be back again...

anyway on another note is dat yea been prayin for everyone of them daily, and yea the song playin now goes out to the fren who din get to med sch. Prolly sometimes u feel dat workin hard doesnt pay off. But it will someday. And yea there is hope, as false as it may sound sometimes we just hv to hv faith. I guess sometimes i find it difficult to tell u how. But i guess u will find a way somehow. But yea I know u will do wat it takes to reach tat dream u worked for.

I guess to the rest of us guys, as much as it is cloudy I guess we all hv to hv tat vision to look forward to and reach it. And I guess dats another post...