time...

a person told me before tat the life i will be havin this yr would be one whr every second and every minute counts and that there would be no TIME for anything. Wells i suppose I can prove tat person wrong by sayin tat i m blessed with a lot of TIME. Time for wat? wells i guess either than normal trainin routine, recent wks and days i'd hv about blocks of TIME to just journal down thoughts, read, think, pray... I'd say most would say tat we'd be too tired to do anythin after trainin, true yet i guess nothing beats writting down thoughts in my head? wells i guess TIME is really somethin we hv to treasure. Well i dont deny tat there are times when there is no time to do much except bathe kiwi boots and slp, but in times when there is really nothin wats there to do?

i'd relate yesterday as an example, the whole day no trainin, just rain. My bunk mates and I were happy but when it came to the time for ourselves I realised dat there was really ALOT of time and my mind was pacing on wat to do. BUt yea for tat 2whole hrs i did quite a lot of things...

And I suppose our concept of TIME is defined by wat we feel is impt at that moment. ANd also its how we use the TIME dat is given to us. So if we say we don't hv time i guess we don't blame TIME but ourselves the stewards of our own time.

That aside, wells good news! I'm okays...voice back to normal thanks to those prayin for me. Wells i guess the only irritation is my sinus hahas, gettin pretty active now and every 10-15min i gotta blow my nose hahas, but i guess dats all part of the life i'm living.

Wells A's are comin out today. Trust. Tats all I'm holdin on to. Regardless of the result i'd just Thank God for it because I noe tat its all in His hands. And i did durin my quiet times debate with myself if it was a tough front i'm puttin or its reli a trust? WElls i found the answer. And yea nothin will move me. BUt i guess I shall see for myself.

To all those goin, my platoon mates and frens etc... I pray u all get wat u wanted.